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happy tt i met up wif 414 ppl n ny ppl!
happy tt i met up with zhixiong for the 1st time in dunno how long.
happy tt vince kor actualli called me o.O
happy tt the nights have been so beautiful.
happy tt my claz actualli went out for lunch today. well 8 of us at least.
happy tt.. im happy.
n happy 19th birthday raymond!
i miss my old friends. n i love the ppl i have now.
n now i feel tt im faced with so many choices.. so many decisions to make. usualli i make my decisions heart over head. hmm n tts not realli good i guess. i used to believe in going all out in wadever i do.. bcos the last thing in life tt i wanna do is to regret. so i just went along with my heart to do wadever i wanna do. i guess im still kinda following tt.. but not as much already. those previous wrong decisions n mistakes r pulling me back. ive learnt from those stuff.. but somehow they seem to make me hold back.. n they've made me numb. recently some ppl have commented tt im insensitive towards the super obvious tts going on.. hmm i dunno leh i think im just taking it easy n enjoying the days now without thinking too much abt it. perhaps itz bcos i dun wanna get hurt again. hmm n not onli do i have to make decisions for myself, i have to make decisions in cca too. itz kinda stressful.. n all i can do is to pray tt things turn out fine n tt ppl turn up for trainings -.- hai.
n my randomness is back. slept at 2.. just b4 i went to slp.. i had a random thought of baking. so i woke up at 5. n i baked brownies. this time itz weird. dunno y the sugar uhhh. dun get mixed properly. maybe i added too much HAHA. so when i poured it into the tray.. they kinda sank to the bottom. so ya haha there were lots of crunchy stuff in the brownies. anw brownies r like super easy to make lah. not much longer as compared to using brownie mixture. making from scratch is still more fun! get to melt chocolates n eat them 1st hehh.
so ya tt explains y i was yawning like crazy during bio prac. ya the fatigue hit me onli at 9 plus am. b4 tt i was sweeping the floor in the ld room. n omg i got a shock when i opened the door n switched on the lights. the dragon was staring right at me. it used to face uh 90 degrees to itz right.. then 45 degrees.. n now itz facing the door. damn scary la. to think puiyeng thinks it looks cute. AND to think we're gonna start using it to train n perform. wow.
n i was so nice. i gave a box of brownies to the councillors.
n for now i seriously need to go slp.
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